so not enough..

Missing a person who's not giving you enough..? Makes no sense.. Wake up.. Time heals all missings.. Never let your soul be played.  Don't you know you deserve just a lot better... You've lost enough.. You're hurt enough.. 

SO NOT ENOUGH

When it comes to realization.. What's enough to one isn't so for another.. Tracing back where I had set my foot on.. Where I had let go one by one that I had..n not seeing them coming back.. Pretty disheartening. 
One shouldn't feel being controlled. After all these years of living independently.. Now not only I had sacrificed most that I had,  not only had I lost all my good friends,  I can't freely do the stuffs that I had had during my dream years. 
You want to walk hand in hand.. You want to take the fight n check in..n run to the beaches.. See New places.. candle lights.. Make up. 
But.. After all these years.. The dream never did materialise.. I'm shackled.. Can't travel.. Can't enjoy a new steering, can't get a bigger kitcen. Instead.. I'm further confined.. Deeper than the time with all the others before.
In any human's life ... The worst to happen is not able to feel the one and only freely available affections. This where I sadly belong.

Strays

Dear kitties.. I'm doing my best to provide you guys with little that I have.. Do be there to eat them..

keep it simple

Why the title..? Visit hospitals...n u'll understand why...